hello there everyone, its been two weeks since i updated...hope u guys are still doing fine eh?
And like always, time is constantly on the move, and i left panting after it.
My fear is that before i could fully enjoyed my holidays, it would be long gone...well, life's like this right? i sometimes really wondered why people tend to take things for granted, and then only come to regret and sorrow when they lost the things which seemed so dear to them? things come , things go, people come, people go. That's part and parcel of life. I'm many of you out there experienced before the pain of losing someone, be it broken relationships, or death. And yeah, the death of your loved ones is certainly painful, or in some cases, undescriptive. For those of you who do not really know me, i have already gone through this pain 4 times. 3 of them are of my grandparents, and one belongs to my closest cousin. Yeah, at that point of time, i remembered i questioned and hated God, for he allowed my cousin's death to take place. Maybe during that time i was completely distraughted and still a little bit immature. But yeah, at least it made me a stronger and more matured teenager. Death and seperation is part of life. I'm not trying to sound morbid, but i just want you readers to know( if there's any ) that life is full of changes, as well as up and downs. Though there are times we need grit our teeth and bite the bullet, but let's learn to appreciate life. For example, your usage of computers. I'm pretty sure the most of you come from developed countries, yeah? So why not let's appreciate the fact that we more than sufficient food and clothing wheareas people from third world countries are starving or freezing from the cold? We have only one life, dont make it bitter, make it full of cheerful memories and experiences, so that when you dying on your deathbed, at least you can smile over the fact that you did not waste this very precious life of yours. In short, be optimistic, just like the guy in the movie 'castaway'. Hell, he lived on that deserted island for 4 years, talking to a ball as his imaginery friend. But one day a plastic flat cubicle wall arrived on the shore, and he used it as a sail in his boat to return home. i admired his courage, and more for his determination to survive. And this is what he said,' i just know i have to keep breathing, because somewhere out there i know there's a glimmer of hope. Even when i'm faced with setbacks, i struggled on, because i know the sun will still rise tomorrow. And who knows what will the waves bring one day?' Haha, thats the point....be optimistic and cherish each other in life.
And as for one of my friends, i certainly hoped you did enjoyed yourself on the day before when we were together, haha, though i admit there's a shortage of topics for me to talk about. You are heartbroken now, but dont forget there will always be a brighter day. Don't have to find fault with yourself, there's no right nor wrong. Nor do you own him anything. Perhaps there's no medicine to clear your sorrows or heal your scars, or maybe i can't even solve ur problems today, but at least you can lean on me now :)
God bless y'all.
Drfreeman signing out on 15 december at 04:05am
William Killed Himself on... | 11:16 AM |
oh yea, how ya guys doing eh? haha, its been a wk plus since the Os. and i muz say life is boring, esp when u get bored of the games ya playing haha. I HAVE TO GET A GOOD COM! haha, no, no xbox360, pc beats the crap out of it. but anyway, lets get back on track. today i shall only post about the prom night, and my sentosa outing! ok nvm la, haha, enjoy!
=29 dec=
oh yea, nice tue haha. hm...didnt getta buy prom night suits with friends on the day b4....but nvm, i will dress as MJ and shock everybody. nah jk, anyway, i borrowed pants from my dad. good gracious, its so loose! and did i mentioned tt i was fasting? yea, so even it's kinda worse. hahaha, lost 3 kg in 3 days. that means 1 kg in 1 day. hahahha, drank lots of of milo to help me past my days. and sleep. k, i chose my own shirt, and my dad's jacket...looks ok...for prom...jeeze, i dun have a scanner, if not ya can see me in my prom nite suit :P oh yea, the venue itself was a lil cool, at the entrance...hahahha! up at the balllroom, well..not so grand...i thought more effort could be put in to improve the decorations...haha. before we enter, my friends and i tried 2 sneak into the st nicholas girls' prom. ( their's was held at the same hotel and same time, just different levels.) but alamak! we got caught by the hotel attendent! ($#)%#. he was like,' nonono, u holy innocents' 1 right? nonono, cannot go here, go the other way.'anyway...hmm..at prom, the food kinda sux, and wads more, i was asked 2 perform! hahha, if i let u see the video clip, i bet u will laugh like shit. hahha, muz wobble legs and do some funny actions. but nvm, i won a puny wallet and a useless watch wif a fake magnet. aiyos, cheap skate sia. kaoz man, the lucky draw's 1st prize was an i-pod!!! i want!!. but its not meant to be mine :( ah..pfft..at the end of prom.. i went around to take pics wif friends and such. and went home in chit ming's dad's car. thx a lot man.
=30dec=
i woke up at nine thirty, and rushed to the mrt. and heng, i was only late for like 10min, for im supposed to meet my church friends at 10 at harbourfront( i live at hougang). but nvm, the rest of the day was cool. we went to take a bus to the entrance. the fee was like 3bucks!? so ex. can buy a plate of chicken rice already. and then we WALKED all the way 2 the beach!. and yea. on the way there kept on crapping and talking bout some monkey's red ass. and monitor lizards. lolx. 1 thing i found out...the tram ride is gone!!! wah lao...my fav ley...its like sentosa itself to me....but nvm, walkin is also quite fun. but the map is kns. tamade, not topograhical map. not accurate 1...shi bai....but we managed 2 walk our way to the beach. finally found a spot for shelter..and we played soccer. lolx, we accidentally kicked some sand onto other ppl's bags....when they returned from their swims, we could hear them screaming,' eeeek! why my towel got so much sand 1!??' lolx...then after soccer, they tried to carry me and dump me into the water..heng i managed to escape..whahahaa...then we built sandcastles...and made a power station....looks like 1 to me..haha. then 3 of them went 2 swim..lolx...screaming when the waves comes and acting like monkies. wheareas i sat on the beach for suntanning, long time nvr get sunburned. i like tt feeling man. so shiok! then it started to rain...to we went to a big canvas shelter, then we walked our way back to the entrace. i love walking. so fun. beats sitting in an aircon bus. well then, thats all, i wished i could post some pics, rather funny, hahah, but sadly, no scanner :( nvm, i shall get 1 myself! peace!
William Killed Himself on... | 7:53 PM |
